I'm Done

Recently some straight up bs has occurred in this town. Someone had this idea to hook me up with their ex( ex as in from a divorce) and there's a kid involved. Don't get me wrong, kids can be awesome, I've just never seen myself as the parental type. This has drama all over it. I didn't go for it and am getting treated like I'm crazy. Really?! I'm the crazy one? Worst part is it was discussed behind my back and people actually agreed it was a sound idea. What a nightmare. And if I just end things I will start a chain reaction of people turning their backs on me regardless of the truth. I have the power to fuck everything up for me here. Would it really be that bad though? This area is toxic. Some great things are happening here now and there are some amazing people. I have a part I guess, but it's probably unnoticed.

I went out of town for a day for many reasons. To see a friend I never get to, to go to an awesome art show/acoustic show, to get away from the nonsense here. The entire time away was great. As soon as I got close to SWFL I became more and more anxious. I'm back in town and still pissed about the situation at hand. I guess my time here really does have to come to an end here. I can no longer grow as a person here. It's like this place is quicksand and I can never climb that vine out of it.