Are you restless like me?

It's kind of calming knowing how little people know of this blog...

I had soo many different ideas of what I could start out writing about. But, I'm stuck. It's not that I'm in a rut, but more of an emotional train crash.

I'm in the works of moving far from this town and thus made the decision that relationships should be on the back burner for now. I figured why start anything, to only end it?
I didn't put into consideration that I can't control how I feel. I ended up starting to kinda fall for a guy at work who would be considered taboo. I find out today through and outside source that she had set him up with someone. No big deal right? I wasn't even a consideration. However, upon finding out, I now feel as I have been hit...well, by a train. The mind is a tricky, tricky thing to cause all these emotions.

I haven't slept in days and that's saying much from an insomniac who works 9 shifts a week, but it's catching up to me.